So things have been pretty rough lately. I have a constant tummy ache, I can't eat much of anything, and I've become a hermit. I don't want to leave the house, mostly because I don't want to be caught in public when I'm feeling bad. Like last week when A and I went to Kobe and sat at the sushi bar - I felt awful once we got there. I sipped on the broth of my Miso soup and drank my water, and even still, I was in the bathroom wondering if I was going to hurl. (Thankfully I did not.) I guess the sushi puts things into perspective for A because I love it more than life itself. Ok, not really that much, but I pretty much obsess over it. It took me forever to choke down one yum yum roll, when normally I can go through the sushi like a pro. ::sigh:: When we go to Madio, sometimes I can't even finish one roll.
In the morning, I have some safe food, like dry cinnamon toast, a bagel, or Eggos. Lunch is normally the worst, and I generally don't end up eating much. Then A comes home and every night he asks me what I want for diner. I never know, and a lot of times I don't want to eat anything at all, but he won't eat without me. It's really sweet of him, but I really wish that he would just eat! I know it has to suck always waiting for me to eat.
Yesterday was the firs time I've actually gotten sick. I went over to my parent's house and I decided that I was going to shave before I went swimming. I mega cut myself and almost passed out because of all the blood. Mom had to help me clean up my leg. Then I barfed. Not fun. After that I spent the next couple of hours napping in my parent's bed. Bleh.
I need a nap. Or something. I don't even know. I'm just in a funk right now and I'm not quite sure how to get back out.
The title of your blog is "My baby hates my stomach" Are you allowed to eat sushi when you are pregnant? I thought that you werent supposed to eat much fish and whatnot...
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